In the last week I've gone from "My mom is wicked healthy" to "My mom is having chest pains?" to "My mom is having a triple bypass?!". Suffice to say that in the last 24 hours I have experienced more terror, joy, tenderness and frustration than ever before. I've also learned that real badass steps up when things are more awful than I ever imagined possible. I told TMOTH yesterday that I'm not strong enough to be this strong.
Today I learned just how strong I can be. For the record, it sucked ass.
Sadly, I know the emotions you are feeling. You are strong because you have to be...and you will find strength you didn't even know you had in you. You are in my thoughts, hon.
ReplyDelete