Sunday, April 29, 2012
But I digress.
One of the things I remember about the farm (besides the food. Holy Cats, did we eat.) is that it was hard. Wicked freaking hard work. I didn't really have to do the big stuff but I watched a lot of people working their assess off day in and day out. There was always work to be done, and not the kind of work I do- the e-mail, reading, house work, driving, talking kind of work. This was serious work. Digging, carrying, dirty, smelly, always too hot or too cold, back-breaking work. Think of your worst back ache ever and multiply it by 100 and then imagine having it every. Single. Day.
Yeah. That kind of work.
As I got older, I did about 1% of the hard work that the grown ups did, and I came to appreciate one very specific moment in the day. Usually around 7:45 (because they worked with the light, dinner be damned), there would be some kind of unspoken agreement that It Was Time To Quit. The folks who'd worked hardest would sit on these giant rocks around this crazy Japanese Elm that everyone hated (they drop sticks like dogs drop poop), but no one hated enough to try to take down, and we'd "enjoy the evening" for a few minutes. That meant listening to birds (and then peepers as the darkness fell), enjoying the breeze and talking about small things like the snake my grandmother took a hoe to in the front yard and which fences were going to need attention and where those damn locust trees had sprouted again and the new litter of kittens we'd discovered in the front seat of the old truck. They would tell stories about past snakes or litters or plantings or harvests or whatever, comparing this year- this day- to those that had come before. I was always aware that I was the fourth generation to sit around those rocks and listen to some variation on those stories and it was like being surrounded by loving ghosts.
The farm is empty now- I wouldn't be surprised if it were sold soon, to cover debts and medical bills- but in my mind, as I sit here after a long-ass, hard-work day (which was still only 10% of the hard work they did), drinking a beer ('cause that was always part of the ritual too) and enjoying the evening, I can't help but go back to those rocks.
So, to all those hard-working, never-say-die, badass (did I mention my Grandma killed snakes in the yard with a hoe?) folks who all came together in one combination after another to create...me?
Thanks. I'll try to do you proud.
Friday, April 27, 2012
1. Effect vs. Affect. Who really gives a rat's ass? I tell you who- stupid academics.
2. People who need constant validation.
3. People who don't understand that their jobs are to give ME constant validation.
4. My jeans. Someone has replaced them all with pairs that are a size too small. Jackasses.
5. The weather. Rain is all well and good but damn would it kill us to get just a little sun in between?
6. My kids' schedules. (And don't go all "Over- Scheduler! Children need more time to just play! Last Child In the Woods!" on me. I. Will. Cut. You.)
7. Dyspraxia. I hate it almost as much as mean kids.
8. Mean kids. (See?)
9. Technology. Not THIS technology. The technology I need for a long ass meeting on Saturday and which I am CERTAIN will fail me.
10. Long ass meetings on Saturdays.
I'm going to crab about these things all day. You got a problem with that?